Colin lounged on their bed, a sea of plush pillows cradling them as they scrolled through their phone. The soft glow of the screen illuminated their face, casting shadows that danced across the room. A new message popped up from Daddy Edwin, the man who had become a significant part of Colin's digital life.
**Daddy Edwin:** Why do you like men more than women?
A chuckle escaped Colin's lips as they began typing a thoughtful reply. Their fingers danced across the screen, crafting a response that was both honest and introspective.
**Colin:** Oh, Daddy Edwin, where do I even begin? It's not just about liking men more; it's about feeling more validated and supported by them, even through messages like these.
As Colin typed, their mind drifted back to the awkward days of their youth. At fourteen, curiosity had led them to Google "Justin Bieber Naked." The search had quickly spiraled into a rabbit hole of porn, a world that was both thrilling and overwhelming. The memory brought a wry smile to Colin's face as they continued typing.
**Colin:** I remember the first time I stumbled upon porn. It was like opening Pandora's box, but instead of evils, it was filled with naked men. And let me tell you, it was a revelation.
Another flashback hit Colin, this time to their teenage years, fantasizing about guys from school or movies. They'd use a pillow to simulate intimacy, lost in their own world of desire. The memory was interrupted by the sudden intrusion of their mom walking in.
**Mom:** Colin, what on earth are you doing with that pillow?
Colin's face flushed with embarrassment, but they couldn't help but laugh at the absurdity of the situation.
**Colin:** Just practicing my pillow talk, Mom. You know, for when I become a world-renowned flirt.
Their mom rolled her eyes but couldn't suppress a smile.
**Mom:** Just make sure you're not practicing too hard. We don't need any more pillow casualties.
Back in the present, Colin's fingers flew across the screen as they typed about their complex feelings towards their father.
**Colin:** And then there's the whole "daddy's whore" dynamic. It's complicated, Daddy Edwin. But it's part of what draws me to men like you.
Another flashback took Colin to high school, where their frequent masturbation had led to physical discomfort. They couldn't help but make a self-deprecating remark about it.
**Colin:** I guess I was trying to set a world record for most orgasms in a week. Spoiler alert: it didn't end well.
Their dad had confronted them about their habits, leading to a tense but humorous exchange.
**Dad:** Colin, I found a lot of... tissues in your room. Is there something you want to talk about?
Colin had smirked, trying to keep the conversation light.
**Colin:** Dad, I'm just practicing safe sex. With myself. You should be proud.
Their dad had sighed, shaking his head but unable to hide his amusement.
**Dad:** Just make sure you're not practicing too much. We don't need you to end up in the hospital.
In the present, Colin typed about connecting more with gay and bi men than with women, despite identifying as non-binary.
**Colin:** It's not that I don't appreciate women, Daddy Edwin. But there's something about the way men make me feel seen and desired that just clicks for me.
Another flashback took Colin to their time working at Home Depot, where they developed crushes on coworkers like Devon and even the janitor. The playful banter with colleagues had been a highlight of their days.
**Colin:** Devon, if you keep bending over like that, I'm going to have to start charging for the show.
Devon had laughed, playing along.
**Devon:** Oh, Colin, you know I'd give you a discount. But only if you promise to keep those eyes on the prize.
Colin's first realization of bisexuality had come after reading an article, leading to a humorous epiphany moment.
**Colin:** So, I read this article about bisexuality, and suddenly it all made sense. I'm not just into men; I'm into everyone. It's like a buffet of sexual possibilities.
Another flashback took Colin to their internship, where they'd fantasized about a foursome with their job coach, his cousin, and another intern. The daydream had been comical and absurd, but it had also been liberating.
**Colin:** Imagine the four of us, all tangled up in a mess of limbs and desire. It's like a scene out of a porno, but with better dialogue.
In the present, Colin finished their text to Daddy Edwin, hitting send with a mix of relief and anticipation.
**Colin:** So, there you have it, Daddy Edwin. My journey from awkward teen to confident non-binary adult. It's been a wild ride, but I wouldn't change a thing.
Colin flopped back onto their pillows, laughing to themselves about the absurdity and complexity of their sexual journey. The next chapter of their life was waiting, and they were ready to embrace it with open arms and a wicked sense of humor.
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