The apartment was a mess, as always—a chaotic shrine to their shared laziness. Mismatched furniture slumped under the weight of empty vodka bottles, crumpled beer cans, and the lingering musk of cheap cologne that clung to the air like a stubborn ex. A muted action movie flickered on the ancient TV, explosions and gunfire reduced to a dull hum as Alexei and Epishkin sprawled across their sagging couch, a half-empty bottle of vodka perched precariously between them.
Alexei, with his sharp jawline and perpetually tousled dark hair, leaned back, one arm slung over the couch’s edge, his long fingers tapping an impatient rhythm against the frayed fabric. His pale green eyes, sharp as cut glass, kept darting to Epishkin, who was oblivious as ever, his broad shoulders relaxed, his laughter booming over some half-assed joke about the movie’s over-the-top villain.
“Seriously, man,” Epishkin chuckled, his voice a low rumble as he gestured at the screen with the bottle, “this guy’s got the subtlety of a sledgehammer. Who even writes this shit?”
Alexei smirked, but his gaze lingered on the way Epishkin’s Adam’s apple bobbed as he took a swig, the casual flex of his forearm. “Probably some hack who’s never been in a real fight. Bet you’d show him how it’s done, huh? Big, tough Epishkin, breaking jaws and hearts.”
Epishkin grinned, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, completely missing the edge in Alexei’s tone. “Hell yeah, I’d knock him flat. But hearts? Nah, I leave that to you, pretty boy. You’ve got that brooding stare down pat. Bet the ladies melt for it.”
Alexei’s smirk tightened, a flicker of something darker flashing in his eyes. He leaned forward, snatching the bottle from Epishkin’s grip, their fingers brushing for a split second too long. “Oh, I’ve got more than a stare, believe me. But I’m picky. Not just anyone gets the full treatment.”
Epishkin laughed again, shaking his head as he stretched out, his shirt riding up just enough to reveal a sliver of taut muscle. Alexei’s jaw clenched, but he forced a laugh, taking a long pull from the bottle to drown the heat creeping up his neck.
They lapsed into a comfortable silence, or at least it was comfortable for Epishkin. For Alexei, every second was a battle to keep his eyes off the man beside him, to keep his voice steady, to not let the ache in his chest spill out. He was halfway through crafting another sarcastic quip when Epishkin spoke up, his tone bright and oblivious.
“Oh, hey, I forgot to tell you. Met this guy last night at the bar. Lyonya. Real cool dude. We ended up downing shots ‘til closing. Man, he’s got stories. You’d like him.”
Alexei froze, the bottle halfway to his lips. His grip tightened, the glass creaking faintly. “Lyonya, huh?” His voice was casual, but there was a razor’s edge beneath it. “What, you replacing me already? Didn’t know I was that easy to ditch.”
Epishkin blinked, then laughed, waving a hand dismissively. “Nah, man, don’t be dramatic. Just a new friend. Guy’s got a wicked sense of humor. And he’s got this way of just… I dunno, drawing you in. Charismatic as hell.”
Alexei’s smile was all teeth now, sharp and brittle. He set the bottle down with a deliberate thud, leaning forward, elbows on his knees. “Charismatic, huh? Sounds like you’ve got a crush. Should I be jealous, Epishkin? Or do I need to fight this Lyonya for your attention?”
Epishkin snorted, oblivious to the storm brewing in Alexei’s eyes. “Jealous? Come on, you’re my ride or die. But yeah, you should meet him. Bet you’d get along. He’s got this energy, y’know? Like he owns every room he walks into.”
“Sounds like a prick,” Alexei muttered under his breath, but loud enough for Epishkin to hear. He stood abruptly, pacing to the cluttered kitchenette, grabbing a glass just to have something to do with his hands. His shoulders were tense, his movements jerky. “So, what, you’re just gonna spend all your time with this guy now? Ditch me for some shiny new toy?”
Epishkin frowned, finally catching the shift in tone. He sat up, his brow furrowing. “What’s your deal, man? I’m just telling you about my night. Why’re you acting like I’ve betrayed you or some shit?”
Alexei spun around, his green eyes blazing, the glass slamming down on the counter hard enough to crack. “Because maybe I don’t like hearing you go on about some random asshole like he’s the best thing since sliced bread! Maybe I don’t like wondering if I’m just… just fucking background noise to you!”
The room went still, the muted TV the only sound as Epishkin stared at him, mouth slightly open, caught off guard by the raw edge in Alexei’s voice. Slowly, he stood, his height looming as he crossed the small space, stopping just a foot from Alexei. His dark eyes searched Alexei’s face, confusion warring with something else—something deeper.
“Background noise?” Epishkin repeated, his voice low, almost dangerous. “You think that’s what you are to me? Alexei, what the hell are you even saying?”
Alexei’s chest heaved, his hands balling into fists at his sides. He wanted to back down, to laugh it off, but the words clawed their way out, jagged and messy. “I’m saying I can’t fucking stand hearing about Lyonya or anyone else when all I can think about is—” He cut himself off, biting his lip hard enough to draw blood, his gaze dropping to the floor.
Epishkin stepped closer, his presence overwhelming, the heat of him palpable. “Finish that sentence, Alexei,” he said, his voice a quiet command, rough with something unspoken. “All you can think about is what?”
Alexei’s head snapped up, his eyes locking with Epishkin’s, and for a moment, the world narrowed to the space between them—the tension, the unspoken want, the raw edge of something neither had dared name. His voice dropped to a whisper, trembling with a mix of anger and desperation. “You. It’s always been you, you idiot.”
Epishkin’s breath hitched, his expression unreadable, but he didn’t move away. The air crackled, heavy with the weight of Alexei’s confession, and for a heartbeat, it seemed like everything could shatter—or ignite. Their faces were inches apart now, the argument teetering on the edge of something primal, something neither could take back.
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