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Kirill's Knees and Roman's Needs

### Chapter One: Suck It Up, Kirill

The karaoke bar was a dive in the truest sense of the word, a grimy little hole in the heart of Moscow where the air reeked of cheap vodka and desperation. Neon lights flickered over sticky tabletops, and the wail of a tone-deaf patron butchering a Soviet ballad pierced through the haze of cigarette smoke. Kirill sat hunched at the bar, his wiry frame practically vibrating with anxiety, his fingers drumming a frantic rhythm on the chipped wood. His dark eyes darted around, as if expecting the walls themselves to spill his secrets. He was a poet—or at least, he liked to think so—but tonight, his words had dried up, replaced by a gnawing dread.

Roman, on the other hand, was the picture of ease, lounging against the bar with a broad-shouldered confidence that filled the room. His construction worker’s build strained against a faded black tee, and his devilish grin could’ve charmed the devil himself. He tipped back a shot of vodka, his gaze locked on Kirill like a predator sizing up prey. The bet had been a stupid one, born of too much liquor and Kirill’s inability to keep his mouth shut. Now, Roman held the upper hand—and a humiliating secret from Kirill’s past that could ruin him in their tight-knit circle of misfits.

“You look like you’re about to bolt, poet boy,” Roman drawled, his voice a low rumble that cut through the cacophony of the bar. He leaned in, close enough that Kirill could smell the sharp tang of alcohol on his breath. “Don’t tell me you’re backing out now. A deal’s a deal.”

Kirill’s pale cheeks flushed, and he pushed his glasses up his nose with a shaky hand. “I’m not backing out,” he snapped, though his voice cracked on the last word. “I just… I don’t see why we can’t settle this some other way. Money. Poetry. I’ll write you a damn epic if you want.”

Roman barked out a laugh, loud enough to turn a few heads. “An epic? What, you gonna rhyme about my cock? Nah, Kirill. You lost fair and square. And I’ve got a better use for that clever mouth of yours than spouting verses.” His grin widened, all teeth and mischief, as he slapped a heavy hand on Kirill’s shoulder. “Come on. Let’s take this somewhere private.”

Kirill’s stomach flipped, a mix of dread and something hotter, something he didn’t want to name. He muttered a curse under his breath but followed Roman through the crowd, weaving past drunken singers and spilled drinks until they reached the back of the bar. The bathroom door creaked ominously as Roman shoved it open, revealing a cramped, graffiti-covered space that smelled of piss and regret. A single flickering bulb cast jagged shadows over the tiled walls as Roman nudged Kirill toward a stall, the door barely hanging on its hinges.

“Romantic, isn’t it?” Roman quipped, kicking the stall door shut behind them. The space was so tight their bodies nearly pressed together, and Kirill could feel the heat radiating off Roman’s larger frame. “Bet you’ve written sonnets about places like this.”

“Shut up,” Kirill hissed, his voice trembling as he backed against the cold metal partition. His mind raced, a chaotic jumble of panic and curiosity. He’d always been a mess of contradictions—nervous but sharp-tongued, fragile but defiant. And now, faced with Roman’s unrelenting presence, he felt like a live wire, sparking at every taunt. “Just… get on with it, alright? Let’s get this over with.”

Roman’s eyes gleamed, dark and dangerous, as he stepped closer, crowding Kirill against the wall. “Oh, no, no, no. You don’t rush a masterpiece, poet. You gotta savor the buildup.” He reached out, tipping Kirill’s chin up with a calloused thumb, forcing their gazes to lock. “Look at you, all jittery. You’re not even half as pissed as you’re pretending to be. I can see it in those big, scared eyes. You’re curious.”

Kirill’s breath hitched, his face burning. “I’m not curious,” he lied, but the words sounded weak even to his own ears. His heart pounded so hard he was sure Roman could hear it. “You’re just a bully with a big mouth and an ego to match.”

Roman chuckled, a low, throaty sound that sent a shiver down Kirill’s spine. “Keep talking smack, sweetheart. It’s cute. But you know what’s cuter?” He leaned in, his lips brushing the shell of Kirill’s ear as he whispered, “The way you’re trembling. Bet you’re half-hard already, aren’t you?”

“Fuck you,” Kirill spat, but there was no venom in it. His hands clenched into fists at his sides, torn between shoving Roman away and… well, not. The man’s sheer presence was overwhelming, a mix of raw power and infuriating charm. And damn it, Roman wasn’t wrong. There was a heat coiling low in Kirill’s gut, a traitorous ache he couldn’t ignore.

Roman pulled back just enough to smirk down at him, his hand sliding from Kirill’s chin to grip the back of his neck, firm but not painful. “That’s the spirit. But let’s get one thing straight—I’m in charge here. You lost the bet, so you play by my rules. And right now, my rule is simple.” His voice dropped, rough and commanding. “Get on your knees, Kirill.”

Kirill’s knees nearly buckled at the order, his mind screaming at him to resist even as his body betrayed him. He glared up at Roman, defiance flickering in his eyes, but there was a spark of something else too—intrigue, maybe even want. “You’re a real bastard, you know that?”

“And you’re stalling,” Roman shot back, his grip tightening just enough to make Kirill gasp. “Don’t make me wait, poet. I’m not a patient man.”

Kirill’s internal monologue was a mess of curses and self-loathing as he sank slowly to his knees, the cold tile biting into his skin through his worn jeans. *This is insane. I’m insane. Why the hell am I doing this?* But beneath the panic, there was a thrill, a dark, forbidden rush that made his pulse race. Roman loomed over him, all smug confidence, and Kirill couldn’t help but snap one last barb.

“If you think I’m gonna make this easy for you, you’re dreaming,” he muttered, his voice laced with shaky bravado. “I bite, asshole.”

Roman’s laugh was pure sin, his hand sliding into Kirill’s messy hair, tugging just hard enough to sting. “Oh, I’m counting on it. Now, shut up and suck it up, Kirill. Let’s see if that mouth is as good at this as it is at running off.”

The air between them crackled, charged with tension and unspoken challenges. Kirill’s hands hesitated at Roman’s belt, his fingers trembling, but there was no turning back now. Roman’s taunts, his dominance, the sheer audacity of the situation—it was all too much, and yet not enough. As the bathroom door rattled with someone banging to get in, Kirill realized with a mix of dread and excitement that this was only the beginning.

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